December 29, 200421 yr i am fighting alot of demons right now and im badly losing the fight. i am calling for help and backup and they show no sign of coming. 644272[/snapback] What demons are you fighting?
December 30, 200421 yr fishfan25, He is there. He will tell you soon enough. When you least expect it, but need the wakeup the most. He is there and he does listen.
December 30, 200421 yr Author i am fighting alot of demons right now and im badly losing the fight. i am calling for help and backup and they show no sign of coming. 644272[/snapback] What demons are you fighting? 644530[/snapback] just demons that want me to hate alot of things and do bad things. stuff like that i guess,im horrible at explaining things. ex: ice cream umm it comes in different shapes and different flavors. it tastes good. umm its cold. umm i think thats it.
December 30, 200421 yr i am fighting alot of demons right now and im badly losing the fight. i am calling for help and backup and they show no sign of coming. 644272[/snapback] What demons are you fighting? 644530[/snapback] just demons that want me to hate alot of things and do bad things. stuff like that i guess,im horrible at explaining things. ex: ice cream umm it comes in different shapes and different flavors. it tastes good. umm its cold. umm i think thats it. 644798[/snapback] What I think might be ailing you most is the fact that you think God is responsible for all of these things. God gave everyone free will, in doing so He isn't going to come in and tell you what to like and dislike. You need to decide these things on your own, if you feel that you are being drawn to hate something you need to confront that feeling yourself. Before one calls for help you much put up the best fight you can on your own, reinforcements will come in due time. Maybe it isn't enough for you to think God won't look upon the bad things you do with pain, why don't you think about the other possible consequences for your actions? What religion are you?
January 1, 200521 yr Author what are u talking about fishfry? i just feel so confused. i kinda wanna do good but in a way i dont wana be good cuz i know in the end something bad is gonna happen. i mean this religion thing is to hard. so many rules and things that u have to remember. i kinda wanna put god behind and let me feel what i wanna feel. its so hard to be happy when u got people always screaming at you and teasing you. I dont know what to do. I feel like one of those guys last in line for everything. It just seems like he wants me to be miserable and see in the end if i can keep the faith. well right now its not working. i dont wanna go to hell but i feel like pulling this trigger. I cant get anything going. no motivation. there is to many bad people in this world. and when i talk about religion sometimes i get nervous and pissed that i might say something wrong. I just want him to tell me what to do.
January 1, 200521 yr I just want him to tell me what to do. God helps those who help themselves. Get off your whinning ass and do something instead of writing on message boards about how you want his help or people to help you. What have you done to help yourself??
January 1, 200521 yr I just want him to tell me what to do. God helps those who help themselves. Get off your whinning ass and do something instead of writing on message boards about how you want his help or people to help you. What have you done to help yourself?? 645783[/snapback] Ouch. :lol I totally agree with Phoenix. God only helps those who help themselves or try when circumstances prove insurmountable.
January 2, 200521 yr i dont know how to help myself. im retarded or almost retarded. 646191[/snapback] Geez- with over 1,300 posts, this is the first time you've revealed your mental handicap. I'm sure most of us guessed at it long before now. Listen, my little man, I've worked with the handicapped and believe me, you're not one of them. You are cognisant enough to post over 1,300 replies on these boards, aren't you? Then you are coherent enough to get off your ass and find a job. As I said, I've worked with hundreds of handicapped students who manage to find work and to live out successful lives. If you truly are retarded, as you claim, there are tons of federal and state programs out there to help you. If you aren't, God should strike you as such for telling people you are when you aren't. And being 'almost retarded' in my book means you're really stupid.
January 2, 200521 yr i dont know how to help myself. im retarded or almost retarded. 646191[/snapback] Geez- with over 1,300 posts, this is the first time you've revealed your mental handicap. I'm sure most of us guessed at it long before now. Listen, my little man, I've worked with the handicapped and believe me, you're not one of them. You are cognisant enough to post over 1,300 replies on these boards, aren't you? Then you are coherent enough to get off your ass and find a job. As I said, I've worked with hundreds of handicapped students who manage to find work and to live out successful lives. If you truly are retarded, as you claim, there are tons of federal and state programs out there to help you. If you aren't, God should strike you as such for telling people you are when you aren't. And being 'almost retarded' in my book means you're really stupid. 646234[/snapback] Oofah. Thats one of those historic owns that should be enshrined. :mischief Anyways, you don't say that you are retarded unless you really are. Its hurtful to people like me who actually have to deal with it 24/7.
January 3, 200521 yr Author my bad that isnt what i meant. i meant really stupid. i apoligize. and phoenix whats with all the hate? damn, anyway umm i am quitting this thread. i cant to anything to help myself be better. i mean i can but i wont since im to lazy. i apoligize for wasting ur time on a stupid and confused 14 old kid who cant make his father happy. or the other way. the father cant make me happy. i am just gonna try to put god behind me alittle bit and try to forgot the bad things and let things fall as he wants them to. i am a failure at the game of life. I am still a beliver in god but man do i suck at it. so for the hardest video game ever which has to many rules (life) game over.
January 3, 200521 yr my bad that isnt what i meant. i meant really stupid. i apoligize. and phoenix whats with all the hate? damn, anyway umm i am quitting this thread. i cant to anything to help myself be better. i mean i can but i wont since im to lazy. i apoligize for wasting ur time on a stupid and confused 14 old kid who cant make his father happy. or the other way. the father cant make me happy. i am just gonna try to put god behind me alittle bit and try to forgot the bad things and let things fall as he wants them to. i am a failure at the game of life. I am still a beliver in god but man do i suck at it. so for the hardest video game ever which has to many rules (life) game over. 646645[/snapback] Hold on to your faith buddy, there will always be ups and downs but juist take it easy. Phoenix, fishfan is just a kid, dont be so harsh on him. When he gets older I'm sure he'll notice the importance of personal responsibility.
January 3, 200521 yr Author my bad that isnt what i meant. i meant really stupid. i apoligize. and phoenix whats with all the hate? damn, anyway umm i am quitting this thread. i cant to anything to help myself be better. i mean i can but i wont since im to lazy. i apoligize for wasting ur time on a stupid and confused 14 old kid who cant make his father happy. or the other way. the father cant make me happy. i am just gonna try to put god behind me alittle bit and try to forgot the bad things and let things fall as he wants them to. i am a failure at the game of life. I am still a beliver in god but man do i suck at it. so for the hardest video game ever which has to many rules (life) game over. 646645[/snapback] Hold on to your faith buddy, there will always be ups and downs but juist take it easy. Phoenix, fishfan is just a kid, dont be so harsh on him. When he gets older I'm sure he'll notice the importance of personal responsibility. 646649[/snapback] i havent had to much experience in responsibility yet.
January 3, 200521 yr my bad that isnt what i meant. i meant really stupid. i apoligize. and phoenix whats with all the hate? damn, anyway umm i am quitting this thread. i cant to anything to help myself be better. i mean i can but i wont since im to lazy. i apoligize for wasting ur time on a stupid and confused 14 old kid who cant make his father happy. or the other way. the father cant make me happy. i am just gonna try to put god behind me alittle bit and try to forgot the bad things and let things fall as he wants them to. i am a failure at the game of life. I am still a beliver in god but man do i suck at it. so for the hardest video game ever which has to many rules (life) game over. 646645[/snapback] Hold on to your faith buddy, there will always be ups and downs but juist take it easy. Phoenix, fishfan is just a kid, dont be so harsh on him. When he gets older I'm sure he'll notice the importance of personal responsibility. 646649[/snapback] i havent had to much experience in responsibility yet. 646661[/snapback] Thats perfectly understandable, you're what? A High School freshman? Its normal to have doubts about faith, what I think you should do is learn more about faith, talk to a priest/minister at your church. Make the decisions for yourself in the end, and remmeber that everything in life is hard, look how much Jesus himself suffered. Nothing good in life comes easy, work hard, be responsible, and God will fit right in.
January 3, 200521 yr Author but work hard at what.. i dont got a job and i really plan to for another year or two. and i dont work hard at school cuz im lazy. and plus like 50% of the things we learn in school we dont really need to know.
January 3, 200521 yr but work hard at what.. i dont got a job and i really plan to for another year or two. and i dont work hard at school cuz im lazy. and plus like 50% of the things we learn in school we dont really need to know. 646753[/snapback] Work hard at w/e you do, if you can slide by high school with minimal effort and that makes you happy..great. And when you get out w/e u do work hard at it whether yo uwant to be in college or a stripper, do the best u can
January 8, 200521 yr Phoenix, fishfan is just a kid, dont be so harsh on him. When he gets older I'm sure he'll notice the importance of personal responsibility. This comment has been bothering me since I read it yesterday. That's what is partially wrong with some of today's youth. You simply can't wait till someone gets older for them to realize personal responsibility. It begins at a young age. I have two kids that are great. They are great because their father and I worked our asses off to make them that way. We taught them before they could talk and have been there ever since. We didn't wait until they were 14-15-18 until they were old enough. When is a child old enough to take responsibility- as soon as they understand the word NO. I go through scores of parent teacher conferences with parents whose kids are failing every subject and yet the parents still say, "Oh, I don't know what to do with him/her anymore. They don't listen to me." These are parents of 12-14 year old kids. I look at the parents and ask, "If you think you can't control your child now, what are you going to do when they become 17-18-19 years old?"
January 8, 200521 yr Author and your point is...my parents cant control me....they already gave up on me.
January 8, 200521 yr and your point is...my parents cant control me....they already gave up on me. 650477[/snapback] You've given up on yourself.
January 9, 200521 yr Then you need to see a school counselor or the pastor of your church before you do anything drastic to try to allieviate your situation. I suggest you don't reply to each post I make and get some help.
January 9, 200521 yr Author i dont wanna talk to some church guy and him telling me in the end something i already know or have heard before. plus ill probably be all sweaty cuz ill be so nervous. school counselor? that guy is a bum who tries to be funny. Pastor? allieviate?
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